Writing

To actually calm myself and to actually smile when people are looking

I found them very difficult to be done

What makes me calm, what makes me smile with all my heart?

When I'm writing

I express myself better through writing

Even though I seldom write in English (I should write more English materials)

But when I write in English, I felt it easier for my emotion to flow out from my chest

But when I write in Malay

I got stuck.. Just stuck

I should decide now

What makes me comfortable?

Writing in BM or English?

Or both?

Or just stop writing???

Writing expresses me, my thoughts, my opinions, my ideas, myself, my feelings

I cannot afford to lose this ability